it will only hurt for a minute

Well, much has gone on in this past week, and it has been brain numbing when you'd think it would quite the contrary.

When this week began I was hopeful with the up and coming Factory party and having plans to visit very missed friends back in Brighton, even with the flood I was being positive.
As i drove back to Brighton i experienced terrible and sudden pain, ignored it, but when three days later I was still curled on the floor in tears I was a little worried, but once again ignored it.
I came home Friday night to bleach and finishing scrubbing the basement with my parents but my roommates were concerned when I couldn't even go up and doing the stairs because my right side was in throbbing, burning pain.
So my mother took me to the emergency room at around 1am that night, I was there for three hours and had the joy of getting a pelvic exam(which reminds me why I'm in no way fond of being a woman), cat scan, eight hundred blood tests, etc. it was probably the most horrid 12 hours of my life.
And they released me with no indication really as to what was going on with me,
"Well you're out of here, oh and we can't give you those pain meds because you're appendix could burst, and if it does let us know, it's likely and serious, you could die."

And that my friends is why I do not like doctors, hospitals, or anything sterile for the matter.

So I get back home around two in the afternoon and spend the day cleaning and tin foiling the basement in preparation for the party, which I'd say was pretty damn successful.
I couldn't drink however which was fine with me, I enjoyed watching everyone else be mindless, and tons of people came that I didn't expect to. A dog even came to our party!

but some people however, were slam drunked beyond oblivion, which worried me. In a way I thought to myself about how much I drink and how I really need to keep it in the down low because I don't want to be that emotional drunk person who cries there heart out to every soul that passes by, and I never do, so i shouldn't be so concerned it's just tiring i can't think so much right now. And blah blah, I'm running in circles in my mind.

I wish I was tired. Eh.
Today was so beautiful out, I really wanted to get a pumpkin but it's too soon i think, but soon enough I'm going to fill my backyard with pumpkins and be happy.

I'm exhausted, I can't sleep, I'm done here.