brunch for scrambled brains

who are you to judge/
suffering from the HUMAN condition it's unavoidable
we all do it.
guilty before creation, from the very beginning.
accept what you're given
but strive for more/for better?
perfection is impossible
maybe imperfection is perfection, in my eyes/
making perfection possible, perhaps.
contradictions everywhere, everything
updownrightleftyesnoblackwhiteredbluemaybe
i always have to walk down both streets
and that's where i am today.
half way between lonely usa and paradise
but i think i left my heart out in the snow
waiting for it to thaw
waiting for it's constant warm beat to come back to life.
and it's a whole lot of waiting and seeing
admitting and feeling
i'll cope by painting.
if you find a heart
please call or write
or feed it to your pet.

begin

Sitting here, year 2011, new home, fresh walls to give my flavor.
I'm so terribly excited.
Expect
the unexpected
or just hold your tongue and take what's due.
Hard work pays off
it may take a long time,
but patience is the best virtue.
Stop rushing,
grab a fuzzy blanket
i"m ready to watch it all unfold.
Have a happy week,
you wont see me until the snow melts.
xo