i have words flying so freely in and out of my mind i can barely think.
we live to keep up with the times it seems, you can always be connected to people anywhere in the world at anytime. hell everything these days is portable, no need for a house just as long as you can steal free internet every here and there you're set.
people ache and pain over bills, too much money going out not enough coming in, prices going up, people losing their jobs, losing their mind, paying for outrageous health care, when nobody really cares.
i am a human, although my emotions are slightly robotic, i am a human.
i feel, need, want, crave.
I do what everyone does, i'm guilty of basking in the glory of technological breakthroughs.
however i'm sitting in a chair looking out the window, in my own reality of sorts.
people are so fucked up because we don't know what we're doing anymore.
we took all simple, basic, life skills and put a microchip and price tag on it.
have you sat in the woods lately? looked around breathed the air, it may be tainted but it's better than that city smog that makes your eyes burn.
have you watched the sun rise lately, actually felt the day enter the earth like it was meant to happen, put away yesterday with a zip of the sky but brought in a new day with a breathe of fresh, ready to fight, ready to welcome what the day will bring.
have you watched the sun go down lately? the way the sky fills with color on the edge of explosion, as the days last heat slowly fades into black on the pavement.
i feel like nature and everything natural has a way of sucking me into a whole different world, it recharges me and heals my heavy mind.
i've been spending so much time hiking, and being outdoors as the nice weather slowly creeps up, and i am so thrilled for summer, thrilled to make a positive change in the person i am, and am becoming.
i wish people still lived in a world where we worked for necesity and surviving was what life was.
take your robots, turn them off, hide them for all i care,
and i ask you to step outside
feel the sun, the way it hugs you as if it knew your name.
i'm frustrated, happy and have a lot on my mind, i can't type fast enough, nor think fukk thoughts so i'm done here.
good evening friends.
