sun burn

 Still smokeless, still going strong.

 detoxing starts tomorrow.

i'm going to make myself feel so good it will pain me to do so.

i'm done being on edge with everyone else when i'm just frustrated with myself.

in the end everyone will win.

i'm exhausted.

short story long

short;

my life is time spent working in and out of ways to support my addictive habits.

long;

i quit smoking cigarettes yesterday, today i found two rolling around my purse and now i'm at a loss. i've been trying for weeks to tell myself to just do it and kick the habit, and now i'm ready to. and i think i am finally over my alcohol abuse era, that's just one more thing i do not need in my life right now. i'm going to start a detox tomorrow and get myself feeling back to normal, and healthy. a good way too start this spring/summer. this year is going to be busy, busy. i have so much i want to do, i am really going to focus on the whole art thing and figure exactly what i want to do with myself. blah. blah. i'm excited though, i'm planning many trips to pack everybody up and take them on a week of making a project throughout the landscape of somewhere else.

i'm tired, talking circles about nothings and nonsense. 

see you around stranger.